end times

So I’ve been listening to this guy, Ron Weinland for over a year now. I can’t really put my finger on why I listen.

I guess I kinda sorta want him to be right.

I mean, if he’s right about living twice, maybe it be nice to get on with it.

I’m not talking a bout suicide mind you, but the destruction of the earth as we know it. If it gets us to heaven soon, well then so be it.

To get back on track, I was going to stop listening when nothing happened in April 08. Then I was going to stop when nothing happened (physically) last summer. Then it was final – the end of the year, still nothing….time to move on.

Yet I can’t seem to bring myself to do it. In my rebellion, I refuse to listen live – I download it and listen at my leisure.

But why do I keep on listening?

I suppose he gives me hope that there is a loving God who’s molding us for eternity. There’s no physical evidence that it’s so. 

I want him to be right – even if it means massive destruction and lots of pain and suffering.

I mean if it’s going to lead us to a heavenly (whatever that means) eternity, let’s bring it on.

Anyone else listen and not know why?

This entry was posted on March 29, 2009 at 9:55 pm and is filed under Uncategorized.